Changes.

I want to write about why I've been missing. 

I want to write about the changes I've had to go through. 

To write and be open, honest and let go. 

I want to say things I haven't been brave enough to talk about-even 6 months in. 

I want to start again, dust off and jump in two feet at a time. 

I want to stop being upset and crying, hurt and angry & feel a lightness and hope. 

But I'm not ready. For any of it.

For all of it. 

So until then: I am here, I am well, and I will get through this.